Egoic Illusion?

I don't know why but this picture has a calming effect on me. Maybe the feeling of standing on top of the world makes me feel great.

I want to rise above mediocrity. I want something big to happen. Something that will make me take charge. Something to make me significant to others. Is this ego?

My mind is cluttered up with the things I need to worry, things I need to do and things to think about. Is this the price I have to pay if I want some changes in my life?

I'm losing my sleep. Lost in my thoughts. Losing myself ...