Tuesday, 26 August 2008

Pesta Tanglung KK9 08/09

Boy...!!!! I was anticipating to see our costumes the whole day and when I saw it I am actually quite depressed to see what I'm wearing.


It made me look that I've gained lots and lots of kilos....

It made me look so short...My upper body is actually longer than my legs!!! OMIGOSH OMIGOSH!!!

It made me look like I'm being borned without a neck...

And what do all these indicate?

It indicates that we are not given any significance to choose the time to go and select our own costumes...

It indicates that no one really cares about what we are actually wearing...

It indicates that they do not really understand what kinda clothing we are expecting...

Why is all the hardwork?

Saturday, 23 August 2008

Happy Belated Birthday

Specially dedicated to my beloved father.

No matter how far you are,
I know you're always with me.

I miss you more with each passing day,
Each passing moment.

It's painful at times,
To be not able to see you,
Till we meet in the realm of eternity.

Happy Belated Birthday, my papa.
I miss you...
I love you deeply,
We miss you,
Love you.

Sunday, 17 August 2008


When I was a teenager, I was so together, so focus and so clear of what I want to be and where I want to end up in life. There was this driving force to drive me to excel. Failure was not an option back then.

My psychology lecturer was telling me about things on teenagers the other day. She was saying most of them are searching for their own identity, they are rebellious and things like that.

I am no longer a teenager but I find myself searching for my own identity. I am not proud of who I am. I want to reinvent myself.

Who am I?
1) I am this lazy bum who do things the last minute.
2) I am an adult who can't find a force in her to do her assignments.
3) I am this idiot who absolutely have no idea about social cues.
4) I am this human who doesn't like being myself...

Who was I?
1) A student that every teacher will love because of my out-going personality.
2) A student who had an ambition to drive her to excel.
3) A confident student and gymnast.

Who is it that is living my life?
I don't know who's she...
I don't know who am I...

Saturday, 16 August 2008

Lost my belongings...

Remember that I admitted that I'm officially broke?

I'm even more broke than I was before...why?

My handphone has been stolen together with both of my ATM cards in Petaling Street.

Why did I go to Petaling Street?
1) To buy my bus ticket
College won't allow us to stay unless we pay RM12 per day during the break...

2) Buy umbrella for Chinese Dance which is in Pasar Seni
Went there and the auntie said it's out of stock...

3) Buy hair accessories for performance in Petaling Street
Had an instinct that my hp will be stolen by somebody else...Should have trusted my intuition and go back after buying da bulu-bulu thing.

4) See and buy a pair of shoes or sandals...
I was so excited and I didn't realize that someone just grabbed my phone...

I ended up buying ntg for myself...I even had to buy another bus ticket to go back to Kuantan.

If I knew that will happen to me... I will have:
1) Pay coll Rm12 per day in order for me to stay here during the break.
2) Have someone to go Pasar Seni and Petaling Street to buy the things for our performance...
3) Buy the shoes I like in Pasar Malam the other day.

I called up to block my sim card and to report the lost of my ATM Cards...
Luckily Alan was there to help...
He saw me trembling with shock...
I never knew this unfortunate event will happen on me...

By losing my handphone, I learnt lots of things...
1) I need to be more careful...should put my handphone in my pocket instead of holding it in my hands.
2) Good friend(s) will always be with you thru good times and bad times. I bliv I have found my good friends. That valuable handphone and ATM cards helped me to find a more valuable treasure - a friend that I can always trust, always helpful...
3) Not everyone is good. You need to be aware with your surrounding and sumtimes you have to trust your instinct.

I felt so down that I've lost my handphone and ATM cards cuz I will nid to fork out loads of money to replace them... I slept the whole afternoon and evening... skipped my dinner and ended up eating dinner cum supper at the mamak...

I slept at 3.30am after watching movies in my laptop...

Had a terrible stomachache around 4am...

Pity me...

Saturday, 2 August 2008

Broke Again...

Last week I spent RM56 buying dat pair of high-heels. I'm officially broke!!!

But I still wanna buy external hard disk...

Maybe I shouldn't go shopping that often...

I might be able to save if I don't see beautiful clothes that will drive me nuts!!!

Sigh... Seems like I'll have to 'ikat perut' for this month :(

Life's a fairy tale?

You hope your knight in shining armour is there for you whenever problems are weighing you down. You hope he will be there to sweep you off the feet, take you on his horse and to his enchanted castle.
Happily ever after? Barely there...
Life is not always a fairy-tale. Dreams are just like the crystal castle- fragile. Dreams are the treasures you hold in your mind. It drives you towards goal but sometimes your dreams end up as nothing more than dreams.
For dreamers
like you and me.
set your hopes high,
Crush your hopes.
Leaving you
Live your life for some good things never last...

Friday, 1 August 2008

Things to do

1) Psychology assignment.
I worked as a kindergarten teacher for 4 months after my STPM. It was an enjoyable moment teaching those scallywags. It was terrible having to deal with the headmistress and her husband. They gave me a hard time. So, I returned the favour lar, of course. I was very close to the kids, so it was easy for me to ask them to do some naughty things. I mean kids love doing naughty things. I was just helping them by being the master mind :P

I told that kiddy to pour Milo onto the floor in the headmistress office, she had a hard time getting rid of the ants :) I told them to jump here and there, hide under the table when the headmistress teaches them. One of the boys in my class caught a baby lizard, he told me it was Cicak Man!!! I asked him to show it to the headmistress and it scared the hell out of her. The list of things we did is endless.

That's why I love psychology. You can create lots and lots of havoc with your complicated mind. You can also do lots and lots of great things with your powerful mind. It's great to study how the mind actually works. Who knows it might come in handy in your work field or in your relationship with that special someone:) You will never know...

There's one thing I dislike about psychology class is that we have to group with people from a different faculty. We do not have the time to meet up for discussion, they discussed the assignments when I am having my class, they do not inform me about the things I've to do after the discussion. See... problems...!!

2) 2 assignments for Teaching Poetry class.
I need to find the perfect spot to do my assignments. I need sentimental songs as the background music, a cooling and a peaceful room to do my assignments. I feel the need to be different from others and the need to enjoy what I am doing and that's why I sometimes take up quite some time to finish an assignment. I love doing Mr. Templer's assignments because I will always get an A for it. The sense of fufillment is there because the stuffs you worked on get recognition.

3) assigment for Language Proficiency class.
It's a pleasure to work with someone like Arul that will go for the extra mile to impress every lecturer :)

4) assignment for Dr. Juliana's class.
I love Dr. Juliana. Her words are very motivating and because of that I'll constantly challenge myself to give my best shot.

5) Choreograph our Pesta Tanglung Chinese Dance.
I am doing something I've never done before. Hopefully it will pay off at the end of the day because I work like I've never worked before.