Friday 5 September 2008

Total Failure

Lately, I feel like I'm a total failure. A failure who's able to end up in the prestigious University of Malaya. What an irony!

I am almost alone most of the time. I feel that I can only click with most people in my faculty. So, when I'm in college, I feel like I am a total freak. I have breakfast alone, dinner alone... I am like a person who's having some kind of dangerous transmitted disease that no one really wanna be near me.

I am not really like what I am now when I was in form 6. What is the significant thing that happened that caused such a significant change in me? The death of my father or that painful memory?

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