Monday, 16 February 2009

I'm a Greedy Bitch which is Generous. I'm OXYMORON!

Humans are basically greedy. They are a predator in their own lives, preying on their dreams, desires, ambitions, goals, etc. At the same time, they are preys for their own greed, success, recognition. We are never satisfied with our way of living. When we possess something, we feel that other things are better. There, the famous maxim goes "The grass is always greener on the other side."

Like other human beings, I wish I have the ability to bend time. Let's just say, I'm not greedy to ask for more than 24 hours a day, but I am greedy having to want 24 hours a day when I have heaps of assignments to be done, having great time with my friends and so on, generous enough to give my extra hours to someone when I have a boring time. Isn't it great to have transfer of hours? It's like when your friend is having an exam and he needs the extra hours, wouldn't it be great if he can have the hours of yours and you have the hours of his when he's free and you are busy?

Hmmm...I think it will be complicated in that way. Take me for example, I am not calculative and I am not good in Maths so in the long run I will be confused on how many hours do one owe me and how many hours do I owe them. Exam time will go haywire because people either will arrive late or early due to the difference in one's time. I would say God has given what he thinks the best. The best thing to do is to manage my time and not to be overly creative to think of something impossible which consumes much of my time.

It's 2.32pm. My assignments are as boundless as the sea. If only I could make artificial day out of real night... I'm so over exerting my situation.

Here's the thing. I do have heaps of assignments to do but they aren't as boundless as the sea.

Here's my hatelist:
1) Language Learning and Language Use assignment which is going to due this Thursday.
2) Teaching Drama assignment on Romeo and Juliet which will make me speak all types of Shakespearen if I'm going to delve deep into it. This assignment has met its deadline and I'm here babbling bout it.
3) Teaching Drama assignment of Triffles and A Jury of Her Peers. The deadline is tomorrow and I haven't even touched on it!!!
4) Etika Perguruan assignment which I know nuts about what I'm going to do. Deadline is before April Fool to remind me this is real and it's not a prank or something which means I gotta get my hands or fingers on it soon.
5) Drama 1 assignment on Shakespearean Language. Okay, after this I can tell everyone proudly that I have gone in depth about reading Shakespearean works.

Fine, all heavy assignments. I have the soul of a lead!

Before the beginning of the semester, I was altogether too free and I wished I had more to do. Now, am I satisfied with this waves of assignments that will drown me any minute? No! Next time, I am not going to wish. Remind me or else I'll have to tattooed it on my eyelids.

1 comment:

佩澐 said...

erm.....everyone face the same problem also...haha!my feeling is just the same with you....its also my dream and hope that i can control the time and even go back to the past to correct what i had done wrong in my childhood.
so, just be patient for all this....haha...my style is i will enjoy playing game to relax myself and forget all those assignments for that time....hehe