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DAYS IN COLLEGE
My waking hours are usually spent with me staring at the ceiling charging up enough energy so that my muscles will be able to move my body away from my bed. I have a busy life but I will always push aside my assignments until I have the urge to do it so ironically, I am actually not that busy. If you were to be my roommates, you will occasionally catch me daydreaming but in actual fact I am not because I am thinking of what am I going to do to have a life when I myself is life. Okay, enough with my words. See the picture above and you will figure out what I am trying to say since a picture can paint a thousand words.

THURSDAY NIGHT
I got back to my home on Thursday night. The journey back home was a great one. I spent my time gazing the stars and thinking about the things I can do with my boy ( hello Li Chin, you're single... ) in the future if I found one or if he found me. The minute I reached home, I took a nice, warm bath and unpacked my stuffs. I was lining up the assignments on my bed, making my schedule, feeling really exhausted the moment I realized I have to spend my holidays on assignments!!!

FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR
Like always we will wish our mom Gong Xi Fa Cai. Our smart Prosperous followed along and got a RM2 ang pow from my mom. Lucky her...she can buy herself a kilo of chicken liver!!!
Spent almost the whole day at my grandparents' house. Reaching home, I did what I like the best..SSGG. This is me trying to look seductive. Okay, I'm just trying...
Looking emo like always. Don't even need to try hard but I'm looking good with the emo look. See, I'm beautiful eventhough I am not smiling :P
My own reflection with my new dress. I do not wish to say this, so I chose to type this out. I am sometimes mesmerized by myself. TeeHeeHee:P
Arul's friend said I have the innocent look that reminded him of an Indian song. Funny lar that guy. So I'm innocent. That auntie said I look sweet. My former schoolmates said that I look more beautiful than before and I have put on weight. Chiz!!! Gave me a compliment then took it back by saying that I gained weight. I know they are jealous :P
I am pretty when I am lying down, standing up, looking emo and also when I am sticking up myself against the wall. Okay, I know y'all wana box me already. Can't help it. Sorry.

SECOND DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR
I accompanied my mom and my sister to the temple for prayers. I can't pray because of my menses so I took pictures and 'bai nien' with the koi fish.
Side view of myself at the passenger seat while waiting for my mom. If only I have longer eyelashes...aiseh.
This picture reminds me of what William commented on me that I have small eyes, a nose that is not sharp enough, etc etc. All bad comments... Ey William, you wana tarnish my self-confidence is it?

FIFTH DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR
Okay, I visited most of my former schoolmates' houses. Got five red pao toi tois, RM8 from gambling. They taught me to play 'pat ka luk' and 'ya yat tim'. I still don't really know how to play but managed to win. Aiya, just take those money since they say I win.

Tomorrow I am going to visit houses again. My former schoolmates invited me to gamble again tomorrow night. I won't be going. I have to do my assignments.

Happy Chinese NIU Year everyone! Hope y'all work like a cow and I senang-lenang :P

The Little Kid On My Face

Something was hanging on my lecturer's beard this morning and Arul just couldn't stop talking about it. It was distracting like the beard was playing yoyo or something, so I chose to stare at my book instead of looking at him.

Physical appearance has been a thing that we spent most of our time enhancing it.

Take me for instance, I simply couldn't count how many times I comb my hair in a day, how many times have I looked at the mirror and how many times have I glanced at my reflection at any windows and so on. It's not that I wanna say that I am such a beauty-concious freak cuz I am not. All I am trying to say here is that people place an utmost importance on their physical appearance.

Unfortunately, for people like me, hormones play quite a significant role in my appearance. When it is almost the time of the month, you'll see the most ugly side of me. Not only my mood goes haywire, my pimples also come popping out and worst of all I will suffer from BO for a few days. Luckily there is this invention called anti-perspirant spray or roll-on (whatever you are using) to make my armpits fresh most of the time.

I have this little pimple above my lips with puss!!! It's karma I tell you, it's karma!!! I had been teasing Fengy about his huge mega-pimple and now I got a new pimple on my face!!! I wonder when I talk, does this little pimple moves along up and down, up and down it goes? It's like a little kid jumping happily on my face above my lips except that it is not a cute kid. It's an unsightly one.

The yoyo thing on my lecturer's beard is removable but not my pimple. Unless if I poke it of course. They say poking it will cause scaring. I think I will just leave the little kid on my face for a few days. It will go off once it's bored of its playground which is my face.

Gathering...Former schoolmates...Differences...

I didn't really feel like going out today because I have yet to finish reading my Shakespearean play- King Lear act 2. Considering that tomorrow's my friend's birthday and one of my new year resolutions is to make time for my family and friends, I decided to go.

Went to Neway, sang our hearts out at the same time took our lunch there as well. Then, I went to Borders to look for Dr. Faustus and The Country Wife ( it's either I'm blind or they don't have what I'm looking for ) while 3 of them went to buy Yee Yuen's present ( Body Shop perfume ). Yada...yada...yada...yada...

That's not the point here.

For 2 years, we have been apart. Wen Ping and Ling Qiao are in UKM, Jin Hong in UTAR, Sze Zhong in MMU and Yee Yuen graduated from HELP. It took less than 2 years for me and them to be so different.

When we were singing, all they chose was Chinese songs while I chose only English songs. They sang together in Chinese while most of the time I sang all by myself for my selected English songs.

They like to shop in ROMP while I spent my time shopping in Nichii. Go to the shop and you'll know what I am talking about.

The topics that we have in our minds are different. Considering that I don't read newspaper that often, I don't really know what they are talking about. So, after every gathering with them, I feel really shallow. They talk about shares, recession - business talk. Can someone please crack my head and put in all the business info into my brain???

In my school years, I felt lonely cuz I couldn't find someone that could really click with me on the same wavelength. I'm contented they I've found a bunch of good friends in uni.

Crush My Brain...See What's Inside.

It's 25 minutes past 7. I've two assignments I have yet to begin doing it. Here I'm brewing coffee for myself at this hour. I'm wasting my time because I don't know what I should I do next. All I know is that I should stay up till it's late tonight to do one of my assignments- to finish one of them.

The topic that I got from my so-called lucky pick for my Etika Perguruan is none other than "Nilai-nilai Murni Malaysia". I was so happy yesterday when I got that as my topic. I could even jump up and down at that time but when I'm sitting down here trying to write something for assignment, I can't get anything out of my head. The topic is just too broad to begin with. I should be able to narrow it down rite??? Oh gosh, I just feel like cracking my own skull and take out my brain with my bare hands just to feel the slimy feeling, to see what's wrong with it, and just crush it on my table like any jellies!

The second assignmnet is how I acquire my 1st, 2nd and third languages. Aiyo, I don't even want to begin doing this when I can't sort out what I have to do for Etika Perguruan assignment.

Another 2 minutes I'll call up Ching Lee for a good advice how to begin doing my assignments...

I am anticipating this Chinese New Year break. I want to get back to Kuantan to rejuvenate and find the purpose in my life. Right now, I'm a wreck.

Things that I want to do back in Kuantan:
1) Go to the beach in the morning. Bask in the morning sun, feel the tiny sand under my feet, sit and be close to nature. I don't know why but I can think clearly what I should do with my life when I am by the seaside. Maybe because the fact that I'm a Piscean.

2) Visit my friends and relatives to get more angpows. More money to do crowning.

3) Cuddle with Prosperous.

4) Make sure my brother and sister do their revision.

5) On the laptop so loud so that I can SS in my room. Dance around, jump on the bed just to get scolded by my mom :) This is way too nice!

Something Dear To Me

Basically, I know how to differentiate between an expensive car and not-so-expensive ones. It's a quality that most women have because most of us are deemed materialistic by guys but truly I think we're just being a realist. Besides that, I know how to check for engine oil, clutch oil, break oil, water level, battery water level, and I know how to pump a tyre and petrol into the car. Sad to say, that's all I know about cars.

For someone who knows very little about car, admiring a car and dreaming one day to own a sleek cute car is really a big thing. Hello, I'm talking about myself here.

In the near future, when you see a beautiful brunette haired girl wearing a bug-eyes sunglasses on the road with this red Volkswagen New Beetles, turn your head and look again cuz all you'll see is me!

While in the black Volkswagen New Beetles, you'll see a big haired girl, half as beautiful as me, clad in a black outfit is Arul! I'm just joking , Arul... please please... do imagine my stone-face.
While in the black, stylish and posh black Volkswagen New Beetles, you'll see a beautiful Indian girl clad with her low-cut leopard-print dress, hair permed into sexy curls, smiling confidently is the late TESLian student sometime TESLian in UM, Arul in very high heels. Hopefully, she won't trip. She is not a gymnast, she can't walk in heels like mine.


It's 2009. 2011 is coming in a blink of an eye. Hopefully all my batchmates will achieve something. I just feel that when we were highschool students, results were our measurement of success. Now that we are in universities, success comes in many forms. Eventhough, all the stars are shining bright, lighting up your path, if you don't work hard, eventually you'll deviate from that bright path.

I've succeeded if I:
1) Have time to spend with my loving family. Keep my family united. Sister and brother go to university.
2) Teach with sincerity, patience and enthusiasm and my students repay me back with all their schoolworks done, their never-ending understanding with what I'm teaching, and they respect me.
3) Give tuition so that I can earn extra money to fund my sister and brother for their tertiery education. I'll give free tuition to those who are poor.
4) Am healthy, my family is healthy. That's the most important thing so that they can ride in my Volkswagen New Beetles.
5) Have enough money to bring them to Korea during autumn, Harbin during winter, Australia during summer and Japan during spring.

If I become a spinster, then in my 30s, I'll just do my master and then my pHD...

Dun laugh, I know y'all are laughing!!!