omg omg!!! CHEERLEADING!!!

_/PASUKAN SORAK SUKAN UNIVERSITI ASEAN 2008/_ /ASSALAMUALAIKUM DAN SALAM SEJAHTERA,/

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa Sukan Universiti ASEAN 2008 akanberlangsung pada 11 hingga 21 Disember 2008 di Kuala Lumpur. Kepada pelajar Universiti Malaya (lelaki dan wanita) yang berminatuntuk menyertai Pasukan Sorak mewakili negara Malaysia, sila berinama saudara/saudari kepada /Cik Nur Fatihah Abdul Rashid (PembantuBelia & Sukan) di kaunter Bahagian Perkhidmatan, Pusat Sukan atauterus menghubungi beliau di talian 019-9162805 atau 03-79674657sebelum 21 November 2008./ _/MAKLUMAT PERSEDIAAN :/_ 8 Disember 2008 - berkumpul di UM 9 - 10 Disember 2008 - Bengkel Pasukan Sorak di Stadium/DewanSerbaguna UPM bagi semua pasukan sorak IPTA. 11 - 21 Disember 2008 - SUA berlangsung 22 Disember 2008 - Persediaan untuk berangkat pulang.

_/Saudara/saudari akan diberikan:/_
1. Sijil Penyertaan dan elaun dari Kementerian Pengajian TinggiMalaysia
2. Elaun latihan sorak RM10.00 sehari. (Sebelum SUA bermula)
3. Penginapan disediakan 4. 2 helai T-shirt dan topi diberi setiap peserta Semoga sokongan saudara/saudari dalam Pasukan Sorak SUA dapatmemberikan semangat dan kejayaan kepada atlit Malaysia. Sekian. Terima kasih. Bahagian Perkhidmatan.


I wanted to participate in this so much but FESENI has to come first :(

Rainbow

The other night, during the examination week, William was asking me some kind of question. He asked, "What would you give me? Choose. Balloon, moon, teddy bear, ring or rainbow?." I answered rainbow and that answer I'd given should be enough to make him happy or in other word syok I think (giggles).

Although he knew the answer behind the question he was asking, I didn't care, so I asked him the same question he had asked. His answer was ring and then moon afterthat rainbow. (Readers: if you dun get it, nvm, you can ask William anytime)


The last day of his exam, he went to 1 Utama and he ended up giving me that the next day. He said " I've found something that look like a rainbow." Although it's a simple little gift, it was enough to brighten my day knowing that he thinks of me even when he's with his friends :)

I told him I can't hang it in my hostel room because they are going to rent it out to people during our semester break and he told me to bring it back and hang it in my own room.

I took this out and 2 days ago but I didn't post this up cuz I was a bit angry William was too busy to reply to my message and also because I'm reminded of what my former roommate has told me. But everything is okay again today...

I wanted to hang it up onto the fan so that I can see it spinning and spinning but I'm a shortie :( I've to rely on the ladder. I went to the other room and brought the heavy ladder into my room.

Done. Like a screwdriver right? or a cyclone? Love cyclone? You guess it urself :P

Food Obsession

When I was in form 6, I used to be like a caterpillar eating all the time without me worrying I'll get fat. Back then, I was so proud of my figure because friends around me were envying me and most of the time they were complaining about their own figure. Maybe there was big pressure landing on me during those yesteryears that caused me to lose huge amount of weight. 48kg to 42kg are kinda huge to me lar...

So, it was this afternoon I realized that I'm fatter :( I can fit into the pants but it was, erm...., it was...TIGHT! Dang!!! Immediately, I went and stared at the mirror. Omigosh, two carrot-like legs!!! Serves me right!!! I've been eating non-stop after my exams and I came home craving for more home-cook, mouth-watering food.

As usual, I eat rice in the morning around 7a.m. plus 1 cup of MILO. Afterthat, tea time, MILO again (friends know I love MILO very much...ya lar, Malaysian Hot Chocolate mar). Lunch time, 1.5 bowl of rice and later in the afternoon MILO again. Then comes dinner, needless to say, rice again ( I know, I know, I'm a 'fan tong' ) and when I'm hungry at night there comes my MAGGI mee. Mom says I eat alot and in the future, if I get to be married, I will eat till my husband goes bankrupt. That is what she says...

I don't want to look at the mirror and see my flabby arms, layers of stomach fat and also cellulite at my thighs. I want to stare at the mirror and mesmerize by myself for a few minutes if not for a couple of cours. I wana wear that pants again but I don't wanna look at those visible carrot-like legs... I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT AND TONE UP MY MUSCLES!!!

Therefore, from tomorrow, I will:
1) Run 2 rounds in the morning and gradually increase it to 5 rounds.
2) Play with hula hoop in the afternoon. Round it about 100 times.
3) Do sit up before I go to bed. Preferably 50 times.
4) Eat lesser. Drink lesser MILO. If I wana drink I should drink MILK.
5) Eat more fruits and drink more water. Hopefully I get diarhea lar... hehehe :)
6) I will have a strong will, strong mind and discipline to do what I've stated.

Problems

1) I'd given my key to my roommate but I don't know whether she has checked out for me or not. I've messaged her awhile ago but she hasn't replied to my message yet... What if she didn't check out for me? That would really freak me out...

2) I'm starting to have doubt about something. Sometimes it's either absence makes the heart fonder or out of sight, out of mind. Maybe what my former roommate said has been true all these while. I'm starting to feel confused. I don't like to feel confuse... I need certainty...

3) Before this I had alot to blog about... Now I've ntg to say... Dun even feel like typing...

Beautiful Love

When I was old enough to hold a pencil, my parents taught me to draw heart shapes. They told me to colour it only with red colour. I never asked why. So, on my mommy's birthday, my papa would help me with the card with the word I LOVE YOU written on it and vice versa. It isn't too late to realize that the perfect gift doesn't always come with a bow, it is the amount of love that you put into it that counts.

Growing up, we come to love someone other than our parents. Sometimes, the loneliness that drops by to visit me always keeps me wondering, why don't we 'break up' with our parents? Why does the term break up only applies to boyfriend and girlfriend? Why is the feeling of love isn't genuine? If we come to love someone and we are assured that the someone is the right one that we will end up loving him or her for the rest of our lives, wouldn't it be great?

Perhaps, life is meant to be about losing and gaining, giving and taking and about happy and grief. Life is a great teacher that will teach us to appreciate something when we experience loss.

These few days, I keep thinking, when we are close to someone, the chances of losing him or her is greater. Why? Familiarity breeds contempt I think. You tend to see his or her flaws. You want them to change not for the better but for who you want them to be. In the end, the relationship is either too exhausting, too much expectation or there's no more sparks to keep both couple together.

To my best friends and that someone I will come to love one day. Hopefully, I will never be too dull for you all. I never wanna risk losing you all cause y'all are the gems among the colourless stones and y'all are the sunshine that never judges me and shines on every part of my life.

I love y'all!!!

xoxo Li Chin xoxo